Hmm. I’d like to believe that Anon, but on my own personal side of this, he stopped being someone I consider a friend back in January. This whole fiasco’s been happening well before that point, as well. I probably should have included that fact in that delightful rant, haha. I’ll shove the messages under a cut for you to read I guess.
No longer being friends with him will not solve this issue. I’m hoping this shit being shoved into the sunlight will make HIM realize how utterly absurd he’s being. And if he doesn’t knock it off? Well. At least now people can see how utterly ridiculous his distress over this situation is.
Anyways here’s your read, Anon. I re-screenshot it with dates so you can see just how far back this goes lmao.
I’m 99% certain I know who this is btw. Nice try. 😉
Venting. Jealous of colors omega & pidge. Bills at home. Being forced to pay rent anyway. Contest. Work. Banned. Blocked. Literally having the shittiest weekend ever. I’ve lost all motivation to draw from everything. Fuck life. I don’t want to cry anymore…
Hey. You think we don’t see these things? You think I don’t see these things?
This is a long post. please consider the “J” shortcut if you don’t want to read it.
Tumblr’s block function is utterly useless to be honest. Such a shame really, since I can still access your blog even though I’m 100% certain you blocked me a while back lmao.
You want attention? You got it, bud.
Every Saturday, Shiny. Every damn Saturday you decide to get antsy and complain. Every damn Saturday you decide to try to gather pity from your followers and friends for this. Every damn Saturday you decide that this is the end of the fucking world.
And for what?
Because we wanted to include you in the Undergames before, and you couldnt make it. So you decide that instead of taking the better road and saying “oh this is unfortunate.” and moving on, you instead decide to lash out at us over it?
Remember this post?
This was after a couple weeks of you not being able to make the games. That is literally no fault of ours.
News flash btw, I couldn’t make them either, really. I had to pop in chat every now and again whileworking at my old job to be able to even remotely participate. And even then it was barely anything.
It’s not our fault you couldn’t make it. It’s not our fault your workplace sucks. It’s not our fault you can’t find a better job.
Remember this ask?
Not our fault. The hosts have a free day on Saturdays. You and I both were not initially supposed to be admins of this blog. They are under no obligation to cater to you.
Colors even offered a possible Friday game JUST FOR YOU. And what did you do? You mistreated the everliving shit out of the group yet again because heaven forbid Colors and Omega get an education.
This isn’t on us. This is entirely on you.
The only channel you are blocked on is my personal, for obvious reasons you seem to constantly forget.
– harassing me personally when it didn’t concern me – harassing a 13-year-old girl in general – msitreating your friends – trying to bully your way into getting what you want
And after that? When it got more personal?
– disregarding the obvious ban on my personal picarto channel – continuing to abuse your friends for pity – continuing this harassment of me, colors and omega
And yes, shiny. I saw you trying to vent in Val’s discord about us a couple times. I saw you causing your friends senseless worry over your pathetic inability to move on from this. I also saw your indirect mention of this bullshit in the UFFG discord.
Shit happens.
People make mistakes.
It’s been 3 months, maybe more.
Get over it. Stop letting this dictate how you decide to live your life.
You were always still welcome to participate in the games. You really were.
We tried to let you be involved with us. We really did. Or did you forget that we agreed to this?
Remember back when I really did care about you as a friend? When I was legitimately concerned over your safety?
That wasn’t me being two-faced. I did genuinely care. I’ve been watching from afar since this post happened, kinda vaguely hoping you’d improve yourself.
Looks like you never did. It’s disappointing to be honest. All you seem to do is want to mope about and hate yourself for anything you can get your hands on.
And frankly it’s disgusting. You need to stop. Leave us alone. Stop dragging yourself down just because you THINK you can’t participate in a blog that was, well…
This blog was made for fun. You are killing this fun with your constant crying over this. For the love of God, and for the sake of all your followers, just forget the issue, and stop being so damn pathetic about this.
I’ve got a theory, and it’s a theory that’s actually existed since Chapter 1 was first released. It’s also, ironically, a theory that I never really cared for… but Chapter 2 has added a significant helping of support for it.
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
03: Do you regret anything?
04: Are you insecure?
05: What is your relationship status?
06: How do you want to die?
07: What did you last eat?
08: Played any sports?
09: Do you bite your nails?
10: When was your last physical fight?
11: Do you like someone?
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
14: Do you miss someone?
15: Have any pets?
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
18: Are you scared of spiders?
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
26: What are you craving right now?
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
30: What’s irritating you right now?
31: Does somebody love you?
32: What is your favourite color?
33: Do you have trust issues?
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
51: Favourite food?
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
54: Is cheating ever okay?
55: Are you mean?
56: How many people have you fist fought?
57: Do you believe in true love?
58: Favourite weather?
59: Do you like the snow?
60: Do you wanna get married?
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
62: What makes you happy?
63: Would you change your name?
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
70: Is there anyone you would die for?
I have legitimate uncertainty about how to answer this, considering I like different types of music for very different reasons. The “best” depends on the situation for me I guess?
Examples:
I listen to Savage Garden a lot when I’m angry or upset at life. Idk why but those songs really help bring me back out of whatever pit I dig myself into.
I listen to upbeat french music, Underveil, or the radio station GayFM ((now that I know it exists lmao)), when I want motivation, or if I’m in a good mood. Also when I’m streaming, which requires me to be in a good mood anyways.
I listen to classic rock and the like when I want to feel nostalgic, or just want something to sing along to that ISN’T french music lmao.
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