@lunarcassiopeia, this is a message from the mod of this blog. I know you’re going through a lot at the moment, and you have been for a long time now. I can see you have a plan for how to deal with things, and I’m so glad there might be an opportunity for things to get better for you, but I still want to say this: you’re loved. By the people who have sent you messages, by the people who have tried to help, by the person who offered to take you in, by everyone who sees your posts and are worried, and by me. We love you, and we’ll be here for you, no matter what ends up happening, because you deserve it. You deserve love.